It's not unfortunate and it's not by his choosing.
Later
"When they come for me I'll be sitting at my desk with a gun in my hand wearin' a bullet-proof vest. My, my, my how the time goes by when you know you're going to die by the end of the night" Catch 22 - Keasby Nights
When was the last time you *really* did something with your Z to call yourself a Z enthusiast?